Today I've learne...

Today I've learned that I can still be mad very very angry by stupid things. Such as having to sing "Put on a Happy Face" from Bye Bye Birdie for my voice final. I. HATE. THAT. GODDAMNED. SONG. I don't even like Bye Bye Birdie. At all. Frankly I'm insulted by the fact that my voice instructor felt that this was the best song for me to sing out of the dozens of songs that are in our songbook. After getting over the thoughts that this is the absolute worst song you could ever make someone who has struggled with being suicidally depressed for the vast majority of her life to sing then I start thinking that maybe I really do suck as much as I used to think I do and he doesn't think I could sing anything more complex. This song sure as hell doesn't even test my range... at all.So, yeah... I'm pissed as all hell over this. Even though I know it's a silly thing to get angry over. And I'm really embarrassed that I want to cry because of this.Well, he did say that I should try to "feel angry" when I sing. This is a really poor way to get me to do that though.